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Now there is nothing much i can do, but to wait till an answer is finalise. As for me, i know what i want so i guess i am the waiting party. Things are te never the same, the care, the love, the communication even the way we look into each others eyes. WHY WHY WHY!?
All i have done for the is sleep and eat. I forced myself to enter into my dreams, so i do not need to wake up and talk to anybody except for those i want to. I waited for my stomach starts to ache for food, then i told its time to get up. After eating i went back to sleep again. I dont want to stay at home, home is the last thing in mind that i wanna be in. (for now) But where else can i go? who? What am i going to do? Why i am feeling this way? Am i hurt? Am i crying inside? Am i controlling? Who else knows.