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    profile happy but sometimes sick towards life..
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    i love my bebe! i love my TEam COcKers! muacksss

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    Money...Money...Money...
    happY...happY...happY...
    Slim DOwn!!! wanna go back to my original size & weight

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    Sunday, October 19, 2008
    Now, at this moment i am tuning into SAD songs i could find in my folder, in a dark and cold room all by myself. Seems scary... but for now i just love this moment and i do not wish to step out of it yet.
    To: BEBE,
    I know i cannot expect things to turn out PERFECT, and it will never will, so do i never expect things to be solved overnight. I know and i can see the efforts that you are putting in. I feel happy but sad at the same time. Why do i have to put you in such agony? Why cant i give bring happiness to your life but turned out you suffering. I guess it just ME to be blame!
    I really love you, i never wanna miss a chance being with you, i never want to be left out in anything that concerns you. Never! Never! Never! And i swear i will never want to see you getting hurt, but LOOK at what i am doing now?!! Sorry.

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