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"All promises are meant to be broken" Many of us is aware of this phrase. But what the real meaning is? How does it feel like?
But why everytime when the promises were said and received, we still feel so great?! Totally forgotten that these promises made that very moment are meant to be broken?!?!? In the end, what is left, nothing but broken hearts and empty souls.
Its okie! i am telling myself. I can do it, i will... i will give what ever you wat and need, my blessings... I will... I can... And i have done it! Can you see? I finally dare to say it, face it.. I am much stronger that i thought! I admit, i was real down, i ran away from the reality, i needed frens by my side, i ran away from home. I cry everyday, i cant sleep well everyday, even in my dreams i sob .. I close all doors, i was defensive, i do not allow any harmful words to be spread, i tried to cover, i forbid anyone who will take from my love, my feelings. Doing all these results in hurting people that i should not have hurt at all, my beloved family and frens. I am So SOrry...
Dont Worry, i'm stronger than b4. I will not fall this hard again, Never... ONCE is enough...In this lesson, i learnt things i have to learn. U said this b4 "Walk with me, for the journey ahead is one we will never forget." it has been accomplished, TQ.
I will never forget this happy but hurtful journey, i always thought i was the happiest gal on Earth, i was so proud, i was thankful and grateful... All memories will be kept, will be seal. i will remember, i had taste the real happiness of love, but not forgetting i taste the bitter part too. I was that happy b4!
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