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Now, at this moment i am tuning into SAD songs i could find in my folder, in a dark and cold room all by myself. Seems scary... but for now i just love this moment and i do not wish to step out of it yet.
To: BEBE,
I know i cannot expect things to turn out PERFECT, and it will never will, so do i never expect things to be solved overnight. I know and i can see the efforts that you are putting in. I feel happy but sad at the same time. Why do i have to put you in such agony? Why cant i give bring happiness to your life but turned out you suffering. I guess it just ME to be blame!
I really love you, i never wanna miss a chance being with you, i never want to be left out in anything that concerns you. Never! Never! Never! And i swear i will never want to see you getting hurt, but LOOK at what i am doing now?!! Sorry.
Labels: hurting you is a thing i never want to do
The change in you did hurt me, but what hurt me deeply is the way you choose to react to it. After the conversation, we had yesterday i feel that there are things that are kept untold. When the relationship is on rocks i realised, that you have your part of the story but not telling me. I felt very very lonely, all along thought i know you, i now what is happening but for that moment it seems like i know you nothing.
I understand that there will sure be slight change in you when you step into another stage of life. but now i am confused.
Labels: loves
Today during 1st break i met the KUKU birds, from them i heard a shocking and sad news. Yesterday some of them when clubbing, what happened?? PIANG is seriously, completely DRUNK! OMG! Piang, what happened to you? Another even more shocking and saddening news that concerns my lovely darling Irene. She drank, she danced like no tomorrow. There must be something in her, something thta is bothering her. For the past few days she is acting very weird, i tried asking her but she will always answer "没有啦！我很累" This anwer is repeated several times from her.
I never thought that this man, this issue will bother Irene for so long and is still walking on needles.(a painful journey) When most of us are unaware about it, she kept things to herself. i felt so painful and hurt for her. My sweetie is hiding in a corner crying!
To whom, who are involved in hurting my sweetie:
Have you ever realised you hurt a girl so much with your own SELFISH & PLAYFUL feelings!!!!!!!!! You don't know about it right?
Apart from keeping yourself to a corner, shouldn't you
stop the all the Rubbish! I never see people who are in the wrong instead of admitting,
but making things bigger and making things worst!
WTF! You had already hurt her deeply, why do you allow such things to hurt her further?! Please reflect upon yourself and your "evil doingss
ssss"
Labels: pls recover my love