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Today, met up wif Danz that Crazy woman at Yishun. This time we had a switched, she was wearing make-up & i was not. She was complaining "hungry" so we went to had Subway, in between our conversation, there was some rock music being played loudly in Harvey Norman just beside Subway, guess what that woman got
high over it?!! Its was like WTF!!! And not forgetting her craziest loudest laughter!!! Which acts as an sound effect in the background. HAHAHAHAHAHA
After lunch we went bought some food to cook at her for dinner, before preparing we had a chat but to me i felt that the time for us is too short to end our chat. (So there will be the next meet-up soon) :) Not forgeting to share with you her pitiful laptop, hahaha... all thanks to that bowl of soup and her over-reaction that cause the bowl of soup to split over her laptop, her weirdest & "cutest" (in her own opinion) laptop! hahaha. And her house its SOOOOO DANZ man... Pink flooring with all the wrapped-up table tops. I was like WAOOOOOO!! AMAZED! But its's good, because you will feel warmth in her house and i like it to be honest.
Went i back home after about 3hours later, my mum then remainded me that it was my late beloved aunt, praying day (49th day). I was shocked! The first word was "OPPS" and there was slience. So my mum continued... I knew she was trying to tell me what happened today, she admitted that she cried and was sobbing sliently in the dark kitchen as the lights was not on(trying to save electric bills, hahaha) but the thing was, i only listen for awhile and try to ESCAPE away, because i know if i don't do so, i will break down uncontrollably. I feel real bad, leaving my mum alone when she was actually looking for someone to talk to, but i guess i am just not the right person to talk about this matter till this point of time.
Now i am thinking of my late aunt again, those happy beautiful moments will never be back again. -smiling-
Labels: memories
For the whole of today i m living in a room all by myself. For the 1st time i feel that there is nothing to do at home & for the 1st time i rather go out den to stay at home. IT's weird!
Listening to all types of songs from different genre, watching tv from different channels and different languages. How can this ever happen to me? I am wondering now, but it seems like i can't answer this question.
Tomorrow is my BTT, and i am not studying, if u ask me " Have you read up some parts of it?" My answer is "NO". I am going to fail it....
Labels: DEAD
-To those who complain abt the "unactive me"!!!!-
The recent me is facing alot of changes in my life, to those who i did not inform, my beloved aunt passed away during CNY this year and this is indeed a big impact to me, my family, my life. 1st is grandpa now is auntie. But do not worry, i am trying to cope with it and trust me i am doing my best. :)
From the start of school holidays till now, i never rise up so early like today, 6.30am! Can you imagine, me waking up so early?!?! I really struggled man! Okie, here comes the reason to wake up so early during holidays. Reason: FYP- meeting the organisation(UWS)
The meeting was not quite successful, there ae still things that my team & myself have to edit or i will say re-structure it. HAIZ... The stress is coming again, i can't imagine when school reopens how am i going to cope it.
RP mates, have you heard of the new systems that is happening in school, about the UTs and timing of our lessons? OMG! DAMN!!!!! It's so annoying! Last year of studies, still have to face this shit.
Labels: Holding on