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"All promises are meant to be broken" Many of us is aware of this phrase. But what the real meaning is? How does it feel like?
But why everytime when the promises were said and received, we still feel so great?! Totally forgotten that these promises made that very moment are meant to be broken?!?!? In the end, what is left, nothing but broken hearts and empty souls.
Its okie! i am telling myself. I can do it, i will... i will give what ever you wat and need, my blessings... I will... I can... And i have done it! Can you see? I finally dare to say it, face it.. I am much stronger that i thought! I admit, i was real down, i ran away from the reality, i needed frens by my side, i ran away from home. I cry everyday, i cant sleep well everyday, even in my dreams i sob .. I close all doors, i was defensive, i do not allow any harmful words to be spread, i tried to cover, i forbid anyone who will take from my love, my feelings. Doing all these results in hurting people that i should not have hurt at all, my beloved family and frens. I am So SOrry...
Dont Worry, i'm stronger than b4. I will not fall this hard again, Never... ONCE is enough...In this lesson, i learnt things i have to learn. U said this b4 "Walk with me, for the journey ahead is one we will never forget." it has been accomplished, TQ.
I will never forget this happy but hurtful journey, i always thought i was the happiest gal on Earth, i was so proud, i was thankful and grateful... All memories will be kept, will be seal. i will remember, i had taste the real happiness of love, but not forgetting i taste the bitter part too. I was that happy b4!
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Yesterday, i met up with Danz at Yishun, as usual for a chat. It was a quite late at night and there is no where else to go with tight budgets. So ya... YISHUN is the best choice! The chat began with serious tone which came along with deep thoughts. Talking about the recent life, that we had been going through and about the future. Well, i would say it is a heart to heart talk, which eventually lasted for nearly 4hrs.
I really apprenciate that she was there to lend a listening ear despite her tiring day.
Then again i have some thoughts after chatting with, done some soul-searching regarding the recent life that i am going through, looking out for reasons that had caused the results that i am facing now. It may be tough and painstaking BUT it for MYSELF, which i found it worth doing for! ME!